Friday, October 22, 2010

17 Weeks

Yay....17 weeks! I'm so excited. I'm getting a little bigger. Last Friday, I woke up and was like "Hey, where did that come from!" I had a little baby bump :) Also, the nausea is gone...for now anyway but I really think it is not coming back! Even though I am tired often, things just seem to be getting better. I don't just come home and lay on the coach all night. I seem to have more energy and all I can say is "FINALLY!" Now, we will just have to see how long this newfound energy lasts but I'm hoping at least until the third trimester.

Addison is doing great. This kid just gets smarter and smarter each day. She is so funny and says and does some of the most hysterical things. She is seriously awesome! Everyday she comes up to my belly and rubs and kisses it. She knows there is a baby in there. I can't wait until she can feel the baby kick.

So that is it for now. I just hoping to have a wonderful weekend. My cousin is coming into town to go to Bite of Las Vegas. This means lots of eating on Saturday. Thank god I'm prego! It's my excuse to eat some more :)

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

It's a Girl

Yup...it's a Girl alright. See for yourself.

Even though I told myself I wasn't going to be upset, I am. I hate it too. I just really, really, REALLY wanted a boy. I have been so sick lately especially last weekend. The whole time I kept telling myself it will all be worth it if its a boy. And now its not...and I am upset. Not that I am not happy for a girl but damn, I really wanted a boy.

Part of me is even more upset with the thought that I may have to get prego again to try one more time for a boy. And that sure makes me upset with the thought that I may have to go through this sickness one more time. I'm not up for that.

I told a girl at work today too and started crying again. Geez. I just need to remind myself that as long as the baby is healthy...that is all that matters. And don't get me wrong...I am happy. I really am. Think of all the money I am going to save with another girl :) I just wanted the little boy experience.

But, as long as she is healthy, I will forever be happy and grateful. Now, if only she would stop making me sick all the time. I seriously was so nauseous last night and thought I was going to throw up two times. I am so done with the sickness. At 15 and a half weeks, you would think it would be over. Nope. Still in full swing. I just need to remind myself to stay positive and the sickness will pass...eventually.

Now, if only Donnie and I could agree on some names. My names include: Olivia, Stella, Emma. Donnie's name include ...... Nothing. He hasn't thought of anything yet he doesn't like mine. Let the arguing (I mean compromising) begin!